life in addition to fuel, as well as poetry and distance.
2016, graduated from the past six years. For six years, more than 2 thousand days, what we got, and what’s gone.
80 after the age we are no longer young, the heart is still reluctant to let go of the youth reluctant to let go.
often heard the song "filled with a thousand regrets we do not crazy old, looking ahead, are struggling to live as if we are fuel, obliterate the feelings and life full of passion, like a sharp stone to erase the edges.
in the past few years, I seem to have become a person I do not know.
was sensitive, shy, emotional, but now even if you want to go under what seems to be unable to squeeze the lost time.
used to be hot and free, and don’t want to be bound by any rules or thoughts of time.
I remember deeply six years ago I took a resume to interview all over the world look, with profound respect and humility mentality, vague enunciation. Three years ago was seduced into the high-rise building elevator into the executive manager of the office of the impression, I do not know why they stay in my mind so profound, especially the serious interviewer gave me a uniform and monotonous impression: powerful, serious, machine like cold, feeling of suffocation, oppression… Surreal feeling, did not see a trace of unreal and idealism.
now, I find that I seem to be on the road.
whether people are more and more mature, that is, more and more reality, no longer give romance, fantasy, freedom to any space.
if we put our spring stretched too tightly, and give a more colorful life.
ideal and reality are not parallel, but in another latitude mutual exclusion. Once aspiring to the reality is always cruel to expose the truth, money, power Losers are always in the wrong., Babel, this is a romantic, emotional survival does not want to talk about things but also how not open around.
we are more and more responsible, more and more motivated, but more and more away from the most original and most free of their own, this is the gain or loss?
more and more material, but more and more spiritual not satisfied. People seem to always be not to deal with the two, in the most beautiful youth, always coveted the power of wealth, wealth, and will be hard to find.
I have tried along the footprints of youth once again set foot on the left and the memory of that beautiful imagination, but in any case can not find the feeling in the past, the world is changed or we change.